Me

Have you ever feel weird about yourself? because i have no idea what is got into me. in this last weeks i feel like i want to cry but i don't know why, it's like something block up my heart and my throat and it came out as tears.. it feels hurt inside. maybe now i know the reason why.. when i cry, it's not because of someone else or anything.. but because of myself. i just realized how much i hate myself and dislike myself. it's like i have every bad deeds. sometimes i just feel tired of myself, why can't i be a good person? why do i always have to dissapointed someone else? what is wrong with me? i really don't know the answer. it just really hurt myself and that's why i always cry lately...