17 February 2010

I can't sleep last night. I had a headache, my tonsils hurt, and my lungs are hurts too. What a nightmare.. I just, want to say that I'm sorry if I behave like a child. If my mood turning upside down. It's just there's so many things that I have to do, and when you ignore me.. I can't take it. I know this is my fault that I'm not saying it to you.. But like what I've said before for many times, I'm not the one who can talk about what I'm feeling. Sometimes I prefer to keep it just for myself. I know for somebody it's not good, but I guess this is the best way for me. Do you know why I don't want to answer when you called last night? I choose cry than angry, I choose silent than loud. Can you take it? I love you, you know? I really do..